I have lost control

There are many things in life that just happen plus they are straight-forward.  As a kid, your parents, Grandparents, plus even friends, make life seem pretty straight-forward.  You don’t have much responsibility, for the most part, plus you can love your youth. Once you become a teenager, things get a bit tougher.  You may guess that college, your first task, plus paying for your vehicle or insurance are the worst, but that will seem like a snap once you have a home plus kids.  Adult responsibility can be overwhelming at times, however you have others depending on your to supply the annually needs that they have. Either your boss, who expects you to complete a task, or your kids, who depend on you for everything from food to clothing, or a fiance who needs your care about plus support.  You don’t get to take a day off from being an adult. If you own a cabin you have things that need to be done there too. You must maintain it plus ensure that your HVAC system, is took care of so you don’t end up separate from heat in the middle of the evening or worse, but can you imagine the look on your fiance or children’s faces if they are chilly in the middle of the evening.  There are times I want to say, “I quit”, when it comes to the difficult stuff of being an adult. I recognize that is not an option but it would be nice to escape it from time to time. Maybe our wifey plus I can system a trip to the tropics where I can relax in the sun all day plus then the cool air conditioned hotel at evening. That would be a nice split anyway.

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